Hoping

There are the moments...

Those moments that you know

you're good but see some others

makes it bigger. Some not because

they're better than you and you try to figure out.

Some photographers that I knew through the

music magazine that I used to work for...
One became the official photographer

of a group that I took their photos during

the work for the magazine.

Two others looks like they make

a good living from taking photos

at shows and CD covers.

One of those two - I see that he's

good and I wish him the best, but wish

for myself the same.

The other one makes it big time, but

he's getting crazy with the computer work

on the photos.

There is a place for me, but I wonder

if to others it looks like that I make it big time

like they looks to me.

Today passed away a woman that I knew.

She was 62 years old in her death.

She wasn't a photographer, but...

Years ago I heard about her influence at art

without really be a part of it. Many people

knew her. She stopped her regular works

and age 60 became a model.

So, she passed away today from cancer.

Many people are sad now because of

her personality. Some said that she's a roll model.

And that because of who she was, less for things she did.

I hope that I will see that I do it big time

as a photographer when I'm still alive.

I hope that something will stay from it

after my death.

The photo up - a photo that I took

at class during my official "regular" study

at the photography school - Studio Gavra.
I miss those days and hope to come back learning

on a regular base some more at that school